I feel my heart crashing to the bottom of my heart
It's nothing ive ever felt before
As if you look at something and its perspective has completely changed
The way it looks, the way it feels, just the way it.. is
Kind of like people, the way they walk out, never turning back
I guess.. I guess I seem pretty sad right now.. I guess I am.
I need to get out of this head of mine,
"You don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind"
"You don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind all the time"
Confined, lost, insignificant, wondering, confused
They say thinking about death more than seldom "hurts your mind"
I guess it does. but the thing is; death happens. every. single. day
And everyone takes one another for granted, even themselves.
Throwing hate, love, anger out of their mouthes, no regret
They say i'm obsessed, in love with him
"Get over him" "He's worthless"
With a mind like mine, you over analyze everything
Let me emphasize that
Everything.
You wonder, should you turn back, or keep moving forward,
Lost without the thing you really want
If you turn back, you see, the past, your childhood, your first love,
Completely changed. and it makes you sad.
Actually, there really isn't a word to describe it
It's the anger, the tears, the confusion, the hate, all in one
Something, that people never understand. is to look. around. every direction
The sky, the ocean, the mountains, the snow
The mind, it's what makes the feeling of christmas, come back every year
Its what makes you think while next to the ocean
What's the point of breathing if all we care to do is exhale, not even noticing
Mind racing, thoughts overpowering physical feelings.
I go to places that hold energy, history. power.
Fort whetherill, a place to get shitfaced or a place to shift your mind
While I do both, i let my mind expand without being under the influence
The most unexplained part of the body, the most confusing, is your mind.
No one understands why, it's because it's how your mind changes
Your emotions, from sunny days to rainy, where you may sometimes sit and listen to The rain. relaxing? no it's much more than that.
Say relaxing, it's the most powerful time where you mind works
Déjà vu.
Don't forget, the ocean, don't forget to look up once and a while
The stars might never always be there
I guess.. I guess I seem pretty sad right now... I guess I am.